"You can't stop the feelings

  You have for someone

  You can't lie to yourself either

  Your heart knows the truth

    all too well"

I don't know why but she's been acting weird lately. It's not her. Last week she went to meet to someone without my knowledge, when I asked about that, it's ended with arguments.

But after that she was fine but what happened to her again yesterday. she suddenly asked me, she wants to get married when I said I love someone, she just left me without caring anything.

I lied to her that I love someone, I have my reason but I can't tell that to her, not now. I love her more than myself and I know I hurt her feelings but it's for her own good, she will understand later.

It's hard for me to tell how much I love her. It's hard for me to express my real feelings towards her. I know I am a lot to deal with and I know I can be difficult sometimes but I really love her.

"Mr. Jeon" I heard someone knocking on the door and my glance turns towards the door. "come in" I voice out ,Mr. Han, one of the manager came towards me with coffee cup.

"Mr. Jeon, your coffee" he placed the coffee on the table. I looked at him confused because it's not his work to do.

"Where is Y/n? Why did you bring this to me? Is she on leave today? But she didn't ask any?"

"Mr. Jeon, actually she resigned" my eyes widened hearing what Mr.Han saying."Resigned? What are you saying?" I asked him, I can feel his hesitation.

"Mr.Jeon, I don't know why she resigned but she came today and gave her resignation letter and without saying anything she left" He uttered and i clutched my fist. Why?why she resigned?

"So, Mr. Jeon, untill we find someone for her position, I'll take care everything and about your schedule, you have a meeting within..."I cut off his words, I can't focus on anything and my mind struck with her.

"Cancel and postpone every meeting"

"But, Mr.Jeon.."

"You heard what I said Mr.Han" nodding his head he left the room.

I sat on my seat, I placed my both hands on my head and pulled my hair frustratingly, I wonder what actually happened with her.

Taking my phone, I dialed her no. The line went busy, I again called her but it's saying the same thing. I am frustrated and I don't know what to do.

I came out the office, Taking my car, I started driving. Something happened with her but she hiding everything from me.

And within few minutes I reached her house. Entering the password, I entered inside her house. I looked at the surrounding, she is not here must be in her bedroom.

Twisting the door knob, I entered inside the bedroom. My breath hitched when I saw her with so much of luggages. Why she packed so much? Is she leaving somewhere? But she didn't tell me anything.

"Why did you resigned?" her eyes turns towards me, her eyes are red and face looks fluffy. Did she cried? But why? Because I rejected yesterday?

My heart clenches looking at her like that, I shouldn't have said that to her. I never thought I became a reason for her sufferings.

"What are you doing here?" She stutters, my heart sinks looking her like that."I asked why did you resigned? What happened? and these luggages what for?" she didn't said anything kept her mouth shut and her glance remained on the floor.

I marched near her and stood before her. I gripped her chin inorder to look into her eyes but she jerked off my hands, "Don't touch me".

"What you said?"

"I said don't touch me, will you?" she yelled at me. I gritted my teeth hearing her words.

"But you didn't answer my questions right?"

"What should I tell you? and why should I?" she shouts.

"You should" I yelled, taking her luggages she started leaving the room ignoring my words. I went near her grabbed her hand inorder to stop her.

"Please, say something. You are upset because of what I said yesterday" she just looked at me blankly.

"Leave my hand Jungkook"

"First tell me, what's wrong? Why are doing this? Are you mad at me? Huh? Please don't be silent, say something please"

"I said leave me Jungkook"

"Say something when I asking you nicely, Don't put me in a position where I gotta show you how cold my heart can get"

"Otherwise what will you.." I slammed my lips on her, her eyes went widened.

I slid my hands on her waist and pulled at towards me closing every distance.

I started pecking and sucking her lips, her hands on their way to push me apart. I grabbed her hands placed on my chest.

"So, tell me what happened? Where are you leaving and why? How can you leave me?" I asked her while pecking her lips, a lone tear slipped from her eyes, I can see her eyes brimming with tears.

"Jungkook stop this? she yelled and pushed me apart.

"Why do you care?"

"What are saying? Ofcourse I care, tell me now"

"I don't want your fake concern Jungkook "

"Fake concern, Y/n really?"

"Anyways, you don't need me now. You have your girlfriend right?"

"What is that to do with this?"

"That I don't want to be a Mistress"  she yells, my heart clenches hearing whatever she is saying.

"What do you want to say?"

"I said you don't need me because you have a girlfriend to fuck now" she shouts, my tears trailing down from my eyes. What is she saying? When did she started thinking about me like this? She just left the room taking the luggages, I fell on my knees tears keep on flowing from my eyes.